

Iapos;ve decided that itapos;s better if me and alyssa go our seperate ways. Really.
i just talked to her and told her that i donapos;t ever think this will work out, because we both wanted things from each other that we couldnapos;t have.
i actually think that she cared more about our friendship than i did, which isnapos;t fair to her.
after i told her she said she agreed, and she felt the same and was thinking about saying the same things to me too.
so that�pretty much is the only good thing about the whole situation.
i mean, itapos;s not like iapos;m jumping for joy over here because i ended the friendship, but i donapos;t really regret it.
i think it was a good thing to do, because if we stayed friends i (and perhaps her) would keep having the same feelings towards each other so the friendship would pretty much be a lie anyways.
iapos;m pretty happy for her because the fact that we actually both agreed. I mean, she could just be saying that so i donapos;t feel like more shit or whatever, but deep inside i do think she meant that she was okay.. I just will have to trust her on that one.
i donapos;t plan to never talk to her again, i mean not like conversations or whatever i guess, but it doesnapos;t hurt to say hi in the hallways or whatever.
i just think that our friendship wasnapos;t a healthy one anyways, at one time or another one of us wanted to talk to or be with another more than usual at some point or whatever.
i donapos;t really know how to feel right now.. Bummed, sad, relieved, or like complete shit.
but it just really made me glad that it didnapos;t end with a big fight.
so yeah, i donapos;t know..� �:(
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